People com up to me all the time and ask me to make them believe they are god which is why they believe I am God as I think what I have known of a god I would say they could make you believe they think I am God as surely that is why they think I can make them god as they believe I am God which is what I used to believe that people believe I am god and that's why they ask me to believe they are God its weird to think like this as I am not really believing there is a being called a god but also I believe that I should charge money to guarantee they believe they are god with my spells but I think famous people could pay £50,000 and mates rates out of hospital could be £5,000 and in hospitals a large bottle of juice as I think its a fair price. The voices of people telling me what I think of this are not happy in the other side of the different realm and usually they are not happy. The Doctors don't know what to do with my belief as it is  harmless but they want to study it before moving me on which Prince Andrew thinks will be for my life but what does he know and by Prince Andrew I don't mean the sex scandal royal who my matter says got the Keys to Inversneckie and he known as the loch Ness nonceser at Drumnadrochet I walked to from Snake Town. The doctors are bumfoozeled and Baffled with what to say to me as I told them I had schizophrenia and they started to write in letters that I had schizophrenia. and I also said that I was in Carstairs which was a prison hospital so they said that I was in a prison hospital so they started to describe it as a forensic hospital so they described it as a forensic hospital so I started to call it schitzo affective disorder and they called me this too even though I describe myself as cured while the medicos describe it as degenerative . They don't know what to. I just tell everyone in Carstairs loads of lies to stop them understanding the cut of my jib and so they cant get my measure even though I tell them thing of myself that are true and weird so I have panache and this is true I have now gone 294 days of not onanizing and 1 year also as I believe it gives me powers even though people don't believe me any more like Ecky thump when I tell them IU can make them realises they are gods as everyone is made in Gods image as I say that i am not god as I don't believe I exist but everyone else does as Gods. I now can tell you one year and 294 days with no onanism makes me feel good and I think it keeps me on track for being a person who makes targets about God and Onanism as you wouldn't respect God if you knew he was onanising and sometimes I get sexual thoughts so I write them down to get rid off them and sometimes the thoughts can come back and I write them down.