the eclectic steven paul hendry

 One of my mates told his mother when he was 6 year old that he had been groomed for a mission on the life he was in where in the past life his mother said he had been given information about monks found in Tibet where he said there was people living in the forehead of the world and they were old but living longer lives that others and they awaited Jesus who they believed was Hitler and they had helpers they talked with about the war and they all wore SS Uniforms but my mate Steven Macdonald one of 3 Steven MacDonald's I knew and he was heading up with a posse to eradicate them encase the doctrine  the taught spread and destroyed the world. Steven Macdonald asked me for intel on a mission as I am generally a person said to know a bit about everything and Steph asked me if I knew where to get a Bulldozer which I didn't know so I told him to look it up on the internet and he said he was going to Bulldoze their Temple and I said "I right your going to live in the temple and y...

 You can get animals born with 1 huge eye and not two eyes and 1 human had that but the couldnt see with depth and she has got married and had children.

 Livingston was created simply to create a city for business and commerce but the only thing good about Livingston is Davy Martindale as I am not sure but I think it hasn't been a success but all the same is doing alright as a city created to create a city if it is a city. There was a guy who was Schizophrenic and heard voices telling him to go on stage and stick thin swords into him which he regularly did even though he kept damaging organs. Then one day on stage a voice told him to swallow a nail so like you do he did and it got into his throat and came out on either side of his throat which I thought this was weird and then had it go down and pierce his heart and kill him and he never showed signs of caring. There was also a guy that in America I think had a festival called the burning man festival and there was one in Europe somewhere and both had a Crusty run into the centre of the bonfire and got burnt to death. There was also a guy who killed himself by jumping on to a huge ...

 I was in Carstairs for 8 years and one month due to Covid 19 and I was meant to go to a medium secure but they took me there even though I was in for longer. People in these places go around saying things like "I'm the biggest beast in here" and expect you not to grass as though the beasts have to have a code too.

 Brian Cox the actor from manhunter as on breakfast TV and the astrologist Brian Cox was on TV last night which I switched on from my TV as him and another guy said these stars were often dead from billions of years ago. Steven Maclean was in the papers talking about him as a manager which I think is aweird scenario or it is made up

 There are a lot of people who think it's funny to go on about homosexual activities and want you to think its something if you don't deal with that will happen I teach what the graffiti teaches and that is that one should always grass on a beast even in le etats unis as this should be done to all people that try to fuck with your head with this. I used to grass but now I get on top of it by calling them the Beast of Bodmin a large cat that was smaller than the one we found in a snare around this warren of copious amount of rabbits which was no good for hunting as there was never any Rabbits to be seen. I thought I had an overcooked Dooferstorsin but i've had better.

 See all those stars in the sky that's supposed to be stars that have exploded and imploded so many years past that they were created way before our planet existed.

 I had a dog with my sidekick that was called Spot The Dog as it was black with white spots and we were doing a bit and getting full eh it when we did a bit with a pyramid scheme we made money from and we were always getting mad wie it as we were a little bit or more down and we were on the Inversesh all the time  or more down and the dog we didn't notice eat when we eat and a woman from the RSPCA and we showed her the Dog as we thought everything was ok and she said she had been told the Dog was not okay and said nothing and left so it was okay what we were like and we fed it more. I also had a cat called buffy and it wouldn't answer to anything else and when I slept it would scratch me and I used to let it walk beside me and carry it into the pub when I went for a drink and the barmaids loved it and I was walking it back from my mates and this guy had released a pit bull or some sort of a fighting dog which in the dark pounced and attacked my cat so I kept kicking it in the ...

 I haven't onanized in one year and and 316 days which means I haven't done that thing men do all the time on their own and I do it or in other wards don't do it to get powers as I basically feel sprite and ready all the time to stand up for myself. Do not show indecision.

Once my skipper did Driftnet fishing which involves two boats miles apart which just scoops everything in it's  path out of the water.

 There was a time in Carstairs where when I was asleep and I woke up in the morning with pyjamas my mother had given me which I thought were everyday wear even though they were covered in cartoon characters and I woke up with my clothes changed and then another time I kept running into the door in my sleep and  it stopped after I tied a big hospital sheet about 20 or 30 times with knots and then I woke up with it all untied and once here I jamp up into the air in my sleep to land on my head and I've given myself a Dillion so I have to take time off the gym for 2 months.

 There's fights which are so far advanced they think they can go to other universe  to fight different Universes in massive battles to see who is the hardest universe. The hardest gang I ever met was in jail and he was a worlds strongest men contestant and was in for coke like the juice and he was ripped yet on the you tube feeds about him he's got greater weight like is the same of all the contestants.

 At 16 I ran a 10 k in 36 minutes and 36 seconds and came 1st I was able to do that as I came to this planet through doors which I came to run the race for and the doors were in a street off of church street where a mental health drop in centre was and I went out of a door to create a weird effect was my remit and I was going to weird out a door at the bottom as I was a weird scenarian and I didn't go through the door at the top and stayed here as I thought if drugs can do that to you I wanted to stay here. And I used these doors to make me get that time in that 6.2 mile race.

 I think I will create a society of people who are friends of the 8 tre gangsters if I can work out how to make the Government leave us alone as its obvious want people involved with what I do as everyone acts different with me compared with pre weird scenario as everyone thinks they want me to get free of the gee as I am in places like this for my activities which get me noted by the filth and because of what I do I have no human rights as they even done a program that asked young people if they thought we needed human rights in Scotland even though they had one in Glasgow.

 This I thought was a weird scenario and showed how powerful I thought the illuminate were and I thought they were as powerful as the illuminate and that was The Bones men and what I call the Bundis league as there was a war with Osamah Bin Laden, by the President Obamah Barrack and at the same time Tyson Fury was back en vogue on TV and Tyson Fury were all the rage.

 I seen Sean Bean and Chris Eubank on the same show and both of them were nervous as fuck and I thought why doent he act like the guy he played in Ronin when he shot up the guys trying to rob a terrorist criminal cell and Eubank was the same as maybe they were nutted I think chris eubank thinks about he says 

 I got on my gardening job Dvd's and one was Take that and Culture club in the morning and then both were on TV on different channels that night. It's a weird scenario. I was on a boat and I used to tell new fisherman that this skipper of another boat who was so fat he coldn't move about the wheel house but I used to say that he was a winner years ago of the Isle Of man TT races and something weirder than that was that an injured dolphin got caght in a net and it's sonar was off andI was talked about over the airwaves in Gaelic but I could say in Gaelic was words like peachmore skaleb dbhu, and pokeamahon, and coomeraha. So they talked normal about how  to get a dolphin off the boat and they asked me what would I do and I said "i would get a chainsaw and chop it up" so we went along side it to give them a chainsaw. Once we also found a mark 3 ford escort dumped at see. Another time we were close to a place called Rosemarkie beach to spot basking sharks. I am s...

 The doctors would talk about 'sleep hygeine', as I thought people were hypnotising me in my sleep so I wore my clothes so as to confuse the people who I thought were doing it. They said I was worried about haveing my shit pushed in in my sleep. That was so they could  get  cameras showing the room doors and the only place not seen in the inside of the cages was in the toilets and the rooms. I'm on the run from the heavens for going out with a 26 year old black women and they have found me and its a weird scenario. I was a fighting robot wth occult powers in the heavens who would verbalise my attack to get an advantage over people as its esoteric knowledge here but in the heavens everyone knows that you can hypnotise a weightliter to lift 50% more so that they are fighting robots who feel they have lost out by believing they have thyroid glands which dont react as they should and thats hypnotism which works better if you believe it will like in the film 'The Skeleton Ke...

 There's a guy called Finn where I am in who I call finbar saunders as they both start the same and Finnbar Saunders and his double entenders as in  the Viz character he also fdrives a tank to go to the shops on suspension of detention. There was this boy at school who smashed his nose of a sink in school and there was big thick strings off his nose and he got it fixed with bone grafted on and it grew like the ear on the back of a mouse. Ive read The new Testament more times than The Bible as I didn't know it wasnt the part thet was the proper Bible

 I dont know if the stuff put in the watery you can live forever with secretive society Involvement ar do you need robot technology or can you do it just with belief as I' m sure we will find out.

 I dont take drugs any more than anyone else as long as they dont take them like me I dont take them but the first drug to come out in Inversnekie were sugar cubes soaked in Acid and some people dont believe they were but a policemans son sold them quietly at sschool as his father said they were legal. I lived in Amserdam for a few years and It was all legal in those days there but it's not legal in Britain so I dont touch them as I am law abiding. By the way I heard people taking some sort of or tiny pill called a microdot which is the strongest type of stimulant you can get which is I think a sign of organised crime involving the filth as it is all a bit strange.

 Tattoos were quoted in the papers as going ot of fashion which is not the case I think as more people seem to get them than before because get full sleeves  therearel as more people get tattoes now which are intricate and cover extensive parts of the bodies even  over the body and even in Japan they are not just a Yakuza thing so I think they said that because they were becoming a fashon thing and now facial Tattoos are Common which I had one a little dot that I put on my forehead between my eyes so that robots would wonder what it was about and represented. Even Police officers have them on their hands and like me they are often home made.

 I watched Forrest Gump today and he reminded me of a Chinese kid who plays Table Tennis and is so good he has never been beaten as a proffesional as a table tennis player and can lie down and still win under the table, against adults too. He reminds me of Forest Gump aon the table as not an LD but as a player as the  chinese are always good at it.

The top dominatrix in Britain is Mistress Sophia and she is in her upper middle sixties and still going strong as appointment ony as she was not a celebrity before but always is now. 

 All my life I have studied the art of influence after geetting introdced to it by a pedo who left me alone because I was a boy and after reading the occult world by A P Sinnet I started leaving messages around the Uni and I wrote graffit on toilet walls which I done in Amserdam.

 I had read the Bible ten times and I knew this girls mother who used to have a habit that was asked of my by  the girl when I was in the shops looking at their books up in crown and the girl and her mate asked what was the  best book I read and I said " honestly it's the bible" asd  I got so much from reading it and when I read it had a weird effect on the vioces who would tell me "it's meant as a joke book" and as I read it I found myself laughing thing like somoene going to nob and I found other bits of it funnyman. Then again I was with a girl we called thje anti christ as she theought she was and was anti christ who she said if she met him she wold probably like him and the same time she would talk of me before she met me as a peron who she was told was known as the second comings and she wanted to meet as I told her I wasnt Jesus and theen she would talk of the nephilim which I said are a race of giants who could be found underground in France. She wou...

 The best moment of my life was when I took my 14 year old bother and 13 year old sister to see the program with Gaz top and it was a childrens TV program which was liked by adults too not just with the kids watching it on saturday morning which lead to an adult program at night called OTT which was late at night and anything went fat men on bikes and people drinking their sweat and saying "I'd do anything to get on TV" men kissing Grannies and saying the same thing and Guys snogging grannies topless women the works. And anyway I digress as I want to tell you about the best moment of my life as Kylie Minogue at the end of the show leant ot a window for my family and these other kids and she waved down so trying to be cool I smiled and brought her to the kids notice and they all started screaming, jumping, and waving and she was really pleased to see all her loyal fans so I wrote graffiti to get famous to see if I cold get to meet kylie Mionogue. The Bonesmen have a refren...

 My life went weird when I was 26 and since then the world never stops talking about choomose and as I was a little slow on the uptake I didnt realise it was talking about me aswell and people would go to pubs in wedding dresses and were going out with people I knew and that was the men and now its people like my old customer in the sales saying things like "I want to be a woman" to which I said "well to be a women you cant have a dick which if you remove will make you a wee bit closer but thats all". With all that gender fluid sort of thing so I go about telling people I am non binary and want to be known as pauliene as thats what were supposed to do nowadays if we want and its said that people can say they are black if they want but at the same time it is called cultural appropriation to copy people like ethnic minorities as there was a girl on Eamon holmes morning programm and she was painted black and she was obviously mentally ill and she was really paranoid an...

 My weird life and which I know is everyone knows me as they act different when I talk to them and which involved the supernatural which I try to take apart as you dont get any decent mental stimulation and it's still weird but it is on my terms as people might say it is not up to me but I feel if I can control it I say "It might be what you want but if I can do what I and you can't stop me what should I care of what you want. I've got a kind of pal in a way in the first minister of Scotland and that one of people in my weird scenario as I'm supposed to think it is weird scenario with two asians leading countries in Britain but I think its cool as 'i'm all for equal rights so it is a total bonus to have two people in charge and it wont be weird to people in time as there will be a lot more of that sort of thing but I need them to allow poeple do things like visit my blog as they dont do it for beliefs like they are robots and want to pretend I am not a pers...

 I talk a lot about spells which everyone can practice which can be an interesting fact that you tell someone or something and it can be a way with words, prosidy a thing that is relevant or and it can be a story from your past or something from history but and anything that can create an effect on the mind.

 When Iwas a student I seen these two canvases which were huge and were advertising Becks beer and were really cool so I went to them late in the evening and had one for myself and left one to be taken by  someone else and that got taken a few days by someone else in the halls and they werent happy even though itwas obvious they would get stolen i ended up selling it to a girl who I winched now and again when I was 18 and she was 16. In my room I blu tacked a tin of Red Stipe beer to a wall which I had ripped in half so that it was a curled coil that I had one part above the other part like art. This was all in the hall and me and a girlfreind broke in t Christmas time as we couldn't  get a B and B on time so we stayed the night in my room which is I said we broke into and we narrowly missed geting huckled by the clesners as my girlfreind hid in the bathroom and I told them I was just in to get something and I didnt tell them the doors weree locked. I also broke in to the...

 Females skin is thinner and that  means they age more than so to stop this you need to put moisturisers on regularly and to drink plent of water to hydrate and as you get older it is good to get a touch of botox on the skin around the cheeks and the forehead plus also fags can dry your skin but vapes are safe and dont cause that. They  have created a type of super bacteria which shows signs of intelligent life that eats rubbish dumps and turns it into an innocuos substance that can be safely  disposed of. I've watched starship trooper 12 times and read the bible 12 and my bruar in the army watched 'easy rider' 30 times and passed all the drugs tests while 18 boys got sacked but not jailed which they could have been.

 If you break your nose it's agony to protect your nose to protect it for harm and to keep it out of trouble its the same with they eyes until the age of robotics. There are people who dont feel pain and dont live long as they walk about with broken  legs and arms unaware of it. And I ask you what about robots who could be in preordained dama looking and acting like they feel pain but dont and what about bio droids are they actually alive and do they feel pain. I met the guy who invented the word farter he was to weird for me. Today in the 1 to 1 draw with Celtic and  Motherwell the ref I think was Steven Maclean somebody was and I dont think it was the players that had one or two these days to be called Steven Maclean who used to meet a girl p to the woods to meet and him getting massa type style.

Back in the nineteenth century used to give their sailors 8 pints of rum a day and it was such a hard job they needed it to cope with the provissions and I was on a week work experience when 14 as i had stayed at redford barracks in the army and we called ourselfs boy soldiers like Davy Dunbar but when I got to go to hull I jamp at the chance and we were told things like people wold get what was sippers which was a tradition in which rookie and boy soldiers got a sip of the Captains Rum and one day a rookie was given a sip and he necked the lot without realising so the officer went without. That tradition has died out  due to alchoolism in the services and also the job is not so hardyou have to be drunk.

 To see the robothat smiles the most beautiful smile trust me im so funny I can get robothatsmile 

 People smile because it makes them more attractive and thats the same with females blshing as th look like they are aroused ad that look is desired by a man.  The reason noses hurt so much when bashed is te nose is the mai feature with eyes which need protected with pain and also hrt as they are so important ad the mouth is protected and usall wot go wrong. There is however a type of person who fantasises abot little flaws like that.

 More black people have been killed in South Central, Compton than in Vietnam and that figure is 20 years old.  More black people are in jail than in a Etats- Unis in a College. 

 I cant remember who it was but there was some sort of anthropologist who studied humans and he said that Black people were not as clever as white people as studies had indicated as he said in tests studies in the south suggested that white people did better in tests in the south than Black people and northern white did better people than northern Black people but both northern black and white people did better than north and southern white and black people so I would say that that doesn't mean there is a real difference in the intelligence with black and white people as I would say its not genetic but educational but and that money spent in these schools should be looked to find the true reasons for this as if black people in he north are cleverer than both black and white in the south that means that whites in the south are not cleverer than black people in the north so it cant be genetic.

I   reframe a lot so 'm not boring and commit the new ennui and modern day fuax pas of being respective and repetitive bore and even worse being a repetitive terrible  bore its also a way to create hypnotic effects as when you do something like sales its what I would call hypnotic as you say the same things over and over again but said differently as they are not sure are the clients if they are told the same things mish mashed to come across different every time. they are hearing a reframe as what are hopefully good points and which sound like better things the more their said as its something that's now familiar to them but said in a new fresh way inside these what can be said to a parable and a metaphor which can be hidden words and stories as an affect you can create by embedded commands hidden in to what you say. And you can also say random words which you just say in a new fresh way which is hypnotism as you divert their thoug...

Everyday I read the football pages and I noticed that the name Steven Maclean keeps appearing he is the brother of maddog 20/20 and since I noticed it he hasnt been mentioned for 2 or 3 days so I will note this tonight as either he is the most talked about football or he is the one with the most common name. 

I'm goig to read the sports pages to see if this guy and his name sakes as a ref and I know he is getting his name in the press even for his days in Caley Thistle and theres plenty of  Caley thistle players in football by the name Steven Maclean.

 I saved £1200 by only taking spending money that was about 13 pounds to 25 pounds a day and not taking interest in my account and I would look at my statements and I thought I had been over paid until I went down to ask for £800 after I dreamt I should go and buy jewellery to the level I was saying I would spend which was about £800 and they told me that £300 wasn't there which made me angry as according to my statements it was there until I got home and it wasn't there was also a time when I wanted to take out £2500 to give to my mother and the bank teller didn't want to give me it like she had a personal interest in not giving me that money and in Carstairs I told my sister they gave me a tv and charged me £200 pound twice which she couldn't believe even though she believed me about the money then a head nurse got me a tv for free. There was a girl who got a £5000 payment which I hoped i would get creating the belief in the £5000 payment which I have had 5 times whic...

 The doctor gives me drugs that don't make me high but make me feel like a robot and are totally x file drugs that make me not want to take drugs as the sci fi drugs wont allow me to feel anything but swamp me with their effect which is normal to a robot and like a robot. I want the owners of a website like this to know they are robots. Any one who wants can publish my blog if they do it on this reality terra and iut is not hidden by the government from me.

 If you ask the universe it might be able to say its a cult like I do and it might say that it is a cult so I think if it might be a cult and say this then I would say it is likely to be a cult as I think it is good to ask the universe where some might not and not want to have an answer where some will and that means even if you don't ask and get told it could be a cult if you just even expect to receive something when not told I would say if you expect and believe you will receive it if you ask for something that I would say is the makings of an eclectic cult. 

 There was a guy I knew who was a visitor to Butlins where I had got into it from going to it in air and I asked for a job and got it and I diverge as there is a spell here as I met a guy who had 3 fingers on one hand which he said he had been born with but later said he it got caught in  machinery in the school woodwork but we thought he was trying to create sympathy from females. I've never heard of that before as I've never met anyone with extra digits on the hand which is called 'polydactylies'.

 Steven Maclean is the most talked about and mentioned footballer in Scotland and he is a person who grew up next door to me yesterday I read about Steven Maclean and today I read about him and there is a guy called Steven Maclean who is a referee and played a game against Aberdeen who Played Inverness Calley Thistle and had a Steven Maclean I think play for inverness and the Steven Maclean was said to play for the ICF and was always known as a good footballer but his older brother was said to have the edge when younger but maybe as he got older he got better which stands to reason and he doesn't play for the ICF and I don't think there's any Steven Maclean there now.

 I was running a race to try to pick up £650 twenty five years ago which was on the new year and called the new year race which was good money for 2 minutes work and my boss asked me to throw the race so that more money could be made with gambling on this panel better who I knew would never win even if helped as he just wasn't sharp enough and his running was just as an also ran so i told my boss i would do it so I started just taking it easy for the first hundred meters and then pressure was put on me from another stable as their boys were coming up on me so when we reached this guy I just took him with other boys and we ran past him as he couldn't make good with an extra handicap and we pilled past him and someone i had an extra handicap on which meant he was pretty much faster than me and he pulled past me with 200 metres to go so I charged off after him with myself in second place and I got £150 and it wasn't what I hoped but it was good even though I didn't know th...

 UI reckon that I have worked less than 10 years of my life as I avoided it like the plague going to university and things like that so I didn't have to work even though I enjoyed work it wasn't for me.

 Pee Wee Herman was a comedian dans le Etets Unis who went into a porn cinema and had a bucket and Sponge to play with himself and got caught.

 I reckon if people join a cult that goes against choomose they can believe they are god as I cant be      bothered telling people I believe they are God.

 I did a university course and this guy took his gap year out to run his fathers B and B in France where he learnt French and when he came back he was allowed this to be classed as a placement. this guy was a yuppie and we called him a yah.

 I was walking down the road from Newington in Edinburgh and a raw mushroom fell out my sleeve. Marks and Spencer's have a policy with shoplifters to ban them from their tore so that if they do it again they can get done for breaking and entry. And I shoplifted from marks and Spencer's 3 times with bottles of Buckfast and on the 4th occasion I got huckled and put out the back door where there was two coppers and a police van which took me to the cells to sober up. There's a guy I call Darius Franchiti after the Scottish racing car driver who ne and my Girl friend at the time bought a car off of which we weren't pleased with as we didn't know about cars and thought he had ripped us off and I wrote a letter to the tax man as he was laundering money through a fast food restaurant which he had to burn down as nobody fucks with the Shenners.

 I did a placement on a regular job and on the front desk of the Caledonian which was basically a normal job. I bought shares in all the Enterprise companies I could and which when I could sell them with a hundred quid making me £30. A taxi driver who owned a fleet of cars used to come and get a drink with us after work and one time there was this girl there who said she was psychic and was doing automatic drawing and it was a mess as I can do automatic writing and it goes down well but the taxi driver Jim Douglas and indicated with me to her and I just looked like I had no interest as I told her I was psychic aussie et autre as well.

 Pete Doherty is putting on weight with all that good living in France as I wonder if his day will happen again.

 Drewster was going to kick me in before he married my brother after I told Andrew comfort my brother was a rent boy as he left the village to go to dear old Glasgie town with 60 pounds and i probably thought I was being funny but I remember thinking how did he go to live there with very little even though the gay scene is tite in Glasgow and he would have plenty of Sofas to sleep on and if he needed money he could get it from friends or my mere mater. I believe its a power to not react to situations that you might not regret even if you might and its a temporary insanity you shouldn't react. At school any one could pull a younger female which people wouldn't do if the age was more than 2 years as there was no kudos in getting a younger female as anyone could pull a younger female as the kudos came from pulling females 2 years older and when I was 13 I pulled a hottie of 18. Last night I woke up because my farter uttered a profanity and I thought why was that and it kept making...

 Do you know why papers sometimes sell papers for a fraction of their price as you might think its to get new readers but the reason is mainly to increase circulation figures. Maddog twenty twenty used to give us tips on how to be cool and how pull birds and we used to give him drinks for them and that's how I'm so cool. I would give something extra like a 10 deck to tell lies like I took all his birds off him at school when it was the other way around. When I was walking to the bus high townI a walked past the local ecole which eu had loads of people around and I walked past and got paranoid and couldn't help myself but I stared muttering to myself as they were swarming around all these people and I got by and wasn't alight tell my Buds house. and a few days later I was not high or anything as I didn't do it and I was coming along as all these older people walked towards me and I walked by them and one jumped around in a zig zag motion and bumped my shoe which I th...

My bruar Yong Spunk, Hardcore, butch aussie, Joey Essex is a good looking we guy is a seriously good looking wee guy as even as a kid he could get people to say he was a wee cutie as he was a wee darling who was witty yet you would think butter wouldn't melt in his mouth. But he was fun and mischievous and he was seriously clever and I realise people might find this strange but he came out the shower at    even and I thought it was time for a joke as I pointed at his dicksplash and said "look at that tiny wee thing and he goes quick as a flash "I can make my Bergy go big" I laughed at the quick wit of him and thought it was a strange name to call it until a while latter as I was slow on the uptake it took me a while to realise it meant 'ice berg'. I said to a guy called Holgate a 7 foot 8 inch giant that he looked like mon bruar as I was thinking they both have a glaikit look birds love and i said to Gm you remind me opt my bruar and he said "what glaiki...

 One of my mates at Edinburgh University never sat his finals as he said he could get more benefits on another course and was going to do it to get a job as a recording or sound artist to make music and he said if you didn't finish your exams you could get another few years and a bursary so that if you sad you had dropped out after 3 years he thought you could be a person who got in at a higher level as some of your university level could be passed off after you did what you did so that you didn't have to do the first year or two as he said you could go in at a higher lever and I said that they were pretty lenient with everything when you were a Mature Student as you could get the whole course paid for so I dropped out of everything so that I could avoid a placement and got on a bursary which I was able to work with and which I did psychology at Stirling university who paid me to run with them even though I did professional running.

 Last night at 2 20 am my door was opened and a nurse woke me up which took a bit and he asked me if something was wrong and I couldn't speak properly but I was told something about me screaming which I didn't believe as I was having an exciting dream I wanted to record but couldn't as I was woken up before it ended and I forgot about it and he said something about me and my shopping list which is a weekly list given to us on Thursday for getting on Friday or Saturday and I thought he is doing that so people will think I was dreaming. When I got up the boss was giving me medication and he asked me if I remembered what happened and he said an African Nurse told him she heard me screaming and went to see me, so I told him what had happened and he said I must have been dreaming which I said I hadn't. I heard that  dreams occur when you REM, Rapid Eye Movement which only occurs for seconds. I told a nurse who I call sue Ellen that my mother used to be Sue Ellen's bigges...

 When my sister was 6 she told me that she saw beings in her room at night which I said "I saw them too there coming to keep you company". I reckon there putting drugs that give you a wee dunt in the liquid but whose main effect is not to get you high but to stop you wanting traditional Drogue. I wrote a lot of graffito which I reckon was so good the world could think it was worth reading and it started with me writing Graffito sur le university walls about something I seen on a wall which was some sort of dodgy guy and his predilection pour le jeune et le vielle. I told people about me writing it in the Amsterdam subway. But I wrote avec mon frere when 5 'accused to hide the crimes of other but acieration is all you will find is what these lies have done to this mans mind'

 This boy called me a wanker and I said I haven't onanised 300 days and 1 year. I have always with my Brothers thought my mother was some sort of mystic and I knew it would take off around the world when she kept saying "ask the universe which I know you can do but have never thought to do it which if I did would make me the prophet that people want to follow and I know that I was always aware of the term the 6 degrees of separation so that with in 6 moves you can contact everyone in the world but I also thought that it was a good thing to believe as it's true she also used to say "you should be a salesman as its all if and buts with you". If and but is said to be the most powerful words of a salesman..  I travelled around the country walking and by bus and it was the month of September  and I wore fighting  shorts a tee-shirt and boxers and trainers and a cap under my tee shirt hanging off moi derriere. And everywhere I went there were robots who knew me and I p...

 In places like secure units I have learnt that you should never react as people make you feel bad at times which I thought meant I had to get them back but since I thought it was a power to ignore it I now feel good if I don't get them back and react as though they cant get one over on me if I don't react also I now feel good like I have a power from doing this as I feel so unaffected from their comments now I think it's strange that I don't react as its obviously a power so it makes me like Ghandi or Mother Theresa to not be affected. I thought it was better to react but I now have a calm feeling from not reacting which is better to annoy people for trying to annoy you but now I feel like  Shamen when they do it like a mystic.

 If I need money I get it at my mothers address but in my name and then I spend the money on holidays and then I give some I set aside and my mother tells them I have never lived there and offers to pay some with the never ever and they take the money rather than make me bankrupt as the house is not mine and she never knew I was going to do that and she says she will pay it off and they usual take her offer and I got money to go abroad on the never never and I say never say never. Never is everywhere, probably a nihilist is the word ever.

 I used to go about getting loans where ever I could and go to places like Amsterdam to chill for 2 or 3 months. The stars used to say I was a right arsehole who wanted to be famous for his Graffito and they wanted to mess with my mind in the hope I would think their messages and mentions I would think were supernatural which I didn't expect at first but now see as normal even though it doesn't go on very much. I want to give something extra which I say it is good what I say.

There is a thing said about Russel Crowe and that is that he is a celebrity hard man who is a brawler and he is always up for a square go and I heard he is a a guy who has even fought with fans just for fun and another up and coming hard man is said to be on the up and coming fight scene is Justin Beiber a total tattooed hard bastard and no longer the innocent young songster. I'm hoping the two of them have a celebrity grudge match to see whose hardest and to see who would win. There was a a time I was in the library for hours looking at football and flowers to enable me to have things to talk about as it is a power to be able to talk about things people want to talk about and having an eclectic way of talking helps you to parle avec tout hommies so there for you can hold your own in a chattery. There was a big crowd in the library and there were a lot of men and they sat coughing all the time and some would clear their throat and some grunt like this strange guy who looked weird l...

 There was a nurse at Carstairs who was the most beautiful nurse in there and was 25 five when I met her and was getting on as she was probably reaching 31 and there was a nurse who was 63 and I said to the beautiful nurse "do you want to go out with me" and she said nothing and this older nurse scolded me for it and said "that's inappropriate" and heavy got on with me so I bided my time until she came in a gain which was 3 months later.  When the beautiful nurse came in the older nurse was there and I said to her "do you want to go out with me" she got all excited as I was younger than he by a good amount maybe 12 years as I have been with girls of 12 years older than more but that tended to be when I was younger but I do like older women as its something different but this old nurse was like a granny and she got all excited as she thought me and her would be great and she said yes she would go out with me as I burst out laughing and sad "as thou...

 I don't want to criticise mon matter as I dont think anything mais fortasse je voudre parle abot something porquie Je cannaias as I want her to know il ne mal pas as I parle avec sa suffit mon matter once made me admit to something I didn't do and I always wondered why she seem to think it good when she kept on at me for something I didn't do and her husband was evil and controlling and he was cruel but she thought it was good that I admitted to something I je voudrais je suis parle meantenent je jammias faire avec mon mere mais il est a uno of. I just remember le famme being glad because I laid claim to smashing a fennetre  to protect mon frere who did, I was shoplifting buckfast while bu boire dans aberdeen and I got trois bouteilles before getting caught then put in the cells when le boar came and huckled me then I went to sleep while in the stir and they came in to wake me up and I exclaimed "I just had a brilliant dream and I dreamt I was drunk" and I was to...

 I touched a nurse from behind at the back at the triceps and the nurse felt I had gone to far as some people might think it was inappropriate touching although I know that there a zones that are said to be  inappropriate which are like le derriere You don't touch it like you can only do if people like it but I touched the triceps as I said "lets see how worked out you guns are". In hospitals like Carstairs the p atients have certain nurses who can touch inappropriately and that seem s normal. It' normal behaviour for people in certain to touch each other as we are all locked up in small buildings and in Smaller environments like a village or a a shop people in shops might stand close as there is less space and people in a village might stand further away from each other as there is more space. I was in a nice digs in a place called Holy Town and this boy on my fist day said shall I put on a porn and we said "go for it" and he did and there was this oriental...

 I had these really good pals who in 6th year gained at the same time a black belt in Shotokan Karate which I did for awhile  and one of them used to smash tiles no bother at all and then he got some which turned out to be thicker and two of his knuckles went back down his hand and it was obvious as heck and the other one did a reverse round house and smashed his ankle splitting and breaking it. One night me and the guy who got the tiles and he said to a group of seven guys he was going to kick them in and I didn't like this as there was only me and him and we went over and he pulled all these Karate moves punching and kicking and 3 went down as another whistled to his mate as I told him to stop it so we walked off around the corner only to get huckled by the police for giving them cheek along Mad Dog Maclean 20/20.

 If you smile people will like and what is Forrest gumps facebook passward 1forrest1.

 There was a philosopher called Kirkgard who would say the world wants to be deceived but I don't believe that is true.

 There was a guy who flashed his dick at a distant relative of mine and for a week we kicked him in and he got it every day and they had to move him out of the school to put in a boarding school for sex cases and he didn't like it.

Narco terrorists are getting classed as terrorists so they can deal with them more effectively as they are more ready to use weapons and are more  violent make more money and are more politically marginalised.  And in Great Britain the county lines dealers especially in Inversneakie use youngsters to deal while they are people who get classed as victims of child exploitation. In a place called Hilton in Inversnekie called the HMC which that means The Hilton Mental Crew which has the young team females and males are run by Original Gangster ikle hides. The Government got set a target to get 50 percent of school leavers into further Education like Universities so that they came off the dole but the problem is it gets more competitive to get a good job. I never got a good job because I had a drug problem and the courts put together all my charges and backdated them on the proviso I paid a pound fine. I got plenty of jobs and quite a few of them were office bound but I never did l...

 I got a job in the Caledonian and at the same time the Balmoral as I needed to work for a few months as I was running for money and claiming the sick so I worked in both the Caledonian Hotel and worked in the Banquets where I met really nice girls who I was able to pull as I claimed to bed doing a student placement In banqueting which I new wanted to do as I dint get paid as was the practice with students so I organised my self with what placements I wanted to get the money I wanted and I changed my names hoping I didn't get caught so that I would hope they would miss it and not notice what I was doing. It was funny working in these hotels as people do things like in the KP office would wank on to the bosses desk as well as leaving a handprint on where they leaned to wank off. There was another KP who would eat all the half eaten steaks he got to wash the plates and this we guy I don't know what he was doing but he was accused of writing Shit is good on the staff toilet wall h...

 My maters dark is worse than her Bark as  when I started getting to tough to be controlled by her I would say she used to beat me with a belt until she reminded me that I had a selective memory with this as she tried to hit med once with a dog lead and I hid under the covers and would stick my head out of the covers and laugh at her before hiding and I was able to kick at her to show her I was too tough to handle. The only other time I remembering her was when I was making her angry and she was livid with rage and I went to get the dog and she charged at me and was so angry. I made out there was loads of time like this but the truth out that's all I can remember as I don't remember anything other than this and in frustration she told me about this which I can remember and I think that's quite good as she was as I remember a good mum who had problems with PMS aka PMT so I think she did quite well considering she was at the time a single mother with 4 of us and we were alway...

There was a bad probably still going called the Mac Lads  and they song joke songs and my good friend then was really heavily into them and they would sing songs with lyrics like "dear old Uncle Nobby show us tour trouser snake" and A song without the lyrics called 'blockbuster' by the band 'sweet' Their version went along the lines first the fattest person in the venue  got singled out and everyone would cant "you fat bastard" over and over again and they would sing things like "you'll never believe his size, you'll never believe  his lies, the fat bastard eat all the pies. This bad it was customary for the fans at the front to spit on them and one guy obviously hated it but the lead singer would get the brunt of the cloklcers and he stopped to say "me granny told me to take an extra towel for the scots but she was wrong" the guy was covered in spit and my mate went away and filled a plastic pint glass with piss and I brewed u...

 People com up to me all the time and ask me to make them believe they are god which is why they believe I am God as I think what I have known of a god I would say they could make you believe they think I am God as surely that is why they think I can make them god as they believe I am God which is what I used to believe that people believe I am god and that's why they ask me to believe they are God its weird to think like this as I am not really believing there is a being called a god but also I believe that I should charge money to guarantee they believe they are god with my spells but I think famous people could pay £50,000 and mates rates out of hospital could be £5,000 and in hospitals a large bottle of juice as I think its a fair price. The voices of people telling me what I think of this are not happy in the other side of the different realm and usually they are not happy. The Doctors don't know what to do with my belief as it is  harmless but they want to study it befor...

 There is this guy who I said too that transsexuals shouldn't be allowed to get off with a member of the same sex as in if they are woman and changed to men and then get out with women as I think that's like being sexually assaulted if they don't let the partner know and this female nurse n Carstairs said it should be allowed as they are real men and women who if a guy to a woman they should be able to change sex and get off with men as I say that's mad and this Carstairs nurse said its okay as they are real women but I said if they are real women why cant they give birth. This other nurse a man in Carstairs says that if you go out with someone and it turns out you love her and its actually a him as the suggestion I got is that he thinks you would go out with them and I said that I wouldn't stay with them and I said I would kick them in if he wasn't harder than me. I wouldn't kick them in but I would get rid of them as homosexuality makes my stomach turn and...

 My mother is more popular even than me probably because she is a robot like my family that makes people think they are robots. I had a dream where Jihadis appeared out of no where to start shooting Dream characters so I could control the dream and they told me not to bring them back to life so i recreated them to seagulls. People at the top of the chain do things like agent provocateurs to do it for the man and its some deal working for the filth. My mother controls a cult that drinks whisky. My Bruar buzz got the best stuff ever called Sen similia as all soldiers got it to make up for low wages in those days and Sen similia means seedless as it wasn't allowed to bud. My mother was protestant and my father was Catholic and it was a thing that we took seriously as we were kids and didn't know this difference and just thought with the Catholics as were thought we were good protestant boys and when I found out I was a Catholic as well I didn't like it as I was a Rangers suppo...

 There are a lot of people calling themselves witches but I think that Black Witches cause a lot of problems as in places like secure units they try to get you to believe they are witches so that they can be people who go against you to take all the things that people enjoy as though you shouldn't be happy and that's why vapes are getting banned and this is why I take on the role of Witch Finders Generals to hunt for witches to take their powers usually by laughing at them.  The Sunday sport used to be the sort of paper that would present to the world with a count down everyday in a school uniform to tell the world it was going to present her to the world topless when old enough.

 There is a girl that told me its alright for people who are trans to be the type of people who say a female gets turned into a man they are real men as they are the type of people that say they are real men even though they want to have prosthetic dicks they have to pump up and I said that I had been caught out by this and as far as I am concerned they are men who cant have children so if they try to tell me they are females who some do and have done with me I think  they are not really men or woman as it is impossible to give them the correct genitalia for a man and a woman.

 Mon mere acheter un computer called a dragon 64 which you could if you knew how was able to create programs and my next door neighbour a spectrum which was designed only for games and had good graphics and the best program we had was for learning to play Puggies with its flashing lights and beeps and twirls that are designed to get adrenalin going so you play the games and the puggies which I was addicted to by law have to pay out 80% of the money put in but a good knowledge of the Puggy can give you an advantage as there were Fisherman and farmers waiting till they thought the Puggy was going to pay out so that they could play with fishing and farmers wages and play till the money was piled on to and they did this on puggies all over the place and this young guy used to sit at the side claiming there was a system as he noted the combinations and he also would hold the pool cue as he played pool claiming it was tangents he understood so that he tried to win at pull and he got the ...

 For a good part of my life I have been in and out of court because of drugs I kept fighting police and have been jailed for fighting police to get more money and hide my secret society activities with the illuminated ones to get closer to the bones men for world leadership so that I can say I've been locked up for years.  Once I expected a heavy sentence when grobpere was on the bench and this beak who I was expecting loads off and my worst sentence who faced me it was obviously a robot who was my grandfather and he was really friendly like my grandfather and he gave me my lightest sentence ever and this I thought was cool.  My gran had never been in court ever and she had never been in a position where the police had an interest with her and this police officer said she had been recklessly driving which she denied and I believed my now deceased gran who is like a female version of Jesus and she told me what happened and it seemed toi me that the stink nugget had broken ...

 My brother was quite a good DJ, in fact no he was a brilliant DJ and had a good following over the internet even though he had given up playing with vinyl in favour of Cd's which I thought would not be wanted by pubs and clubs wanting the authentic traditional methods but he was happy even though he was told the ecstasy he loved was said to have blown up his happiness cortex, and he would tell me about his time on active duty as he had killed more people as a snipper than anyone I knew as like Ian Fitzpatrick was claimed to have indulged in a spot of opprobrious activities but I didn't believe it as he had loads of friends and could get any woman he wanted and I thought one of the girls who said it who I hung around with was not the sort to get a lumber with big Ian. My bruar was into decks so I pointed out dance music called 8 beat and 4 beat even though he didn't mix match the beats to create  galloping horses as 4 beat was a sequence of tunes that was the same beat for ...

 Maddog 20/20 was a major player for the system as in the system of cool who we took our coolness from being a person he called a friend but there's this wee character he becomes through Time travel as I created a three month war in the parallel realities where people go top become battle worn but he thought I was god and wanted to battle me so i put him in a dome with jimmy Saville till I realised him to wear a schoolboy uniform a s a stone cold killer in the deserts of los angeles. Me and md 20/20 aussie known as mad dog 20/20 and when we were leaving our stint in Redford barracks maddog so known for his love of MD 20/20 as well as the fact that he was a mad dog well there was a fat guy I kicked in for bullying me for 2 weeks and I kicked him unconscious as we were only 13 I thought that this was quite good especially on my first fight as a child ever and there was a guy called Daz who kept calling me scum and he was the type of person who would claim he was brilliant at every th...

 There's a thing going on where I think its because of the 6 degrees of  separations and that in small communities especially like Snake Town where prayer groups pray for things like lowering crime levels actually have the effect of lowering crime as it maybe be something local press might be interested. There's a thing going on where people seem to think I am God which causes no end of problems as I am, not God and don't worship or believe in her or him.  I think its weird until the telephone tells me as well as peoples reaction is that they think I am God and as Hari Krishna's say that everyone wants to be God which I don't and I thought that most people wouldn't as it strikes me that people who are god have the hardest job to do and I stopped believing I wanted to be god when I was playing soldiers at 6 and I jump onto a nail that went through my wrist which immediately made me not want to be God. This thing about being God got me into a sicky situation in Ca...