There is this guy who I said too that transsexuals shouldn't be allowed to get off with a member of the same sex as in if they are woman and changed to men and then get out with women as I think that's like being sexually assaulted if they don't let the partner know and this female nurse n Carstairs said it should be allowed as they are real men and women who if a guy to a woman they should be able to change sex and get off with men as I say that's mad and this Carstairs nurse said its okay as they are real women but I said if they are real women why cant they give birth. This other nurse a man in Carstairs says that if you go out with someone and it turns out you love her and its actually a him as the suggestion I got is that he thinks you would go out with them and I said that I wouldn't stay with them and I said I would kick them in if he wasn't harder than me. I wouldn't kick them in but I would get rid of them as homosexuality makes my stomach turn and its happened to me twice with these what I thought were ugly birds.

A lot of guys like Hottentots as in an early period the most desirable form of the female physic which was shown in an early period of art called Hottentots its less common now but still common as they hold conventions where a lot of people pay money to see femmes avec le grand derriere who tanch sur le stage.

There's a guy who keeps on giving things to people and spending half  his money  on meals and snacks for other people which I used to not take but he keeps on but I do pay him back but no one else does and he tried to get me to help him buy meals for patients every week so I said "how much" and he said "not much" so I said "how much exactly" and he said "about a tenner and I was thinking "I might if its 2 or 3 pound' and when he said that I said "fuck that" and laughed as I found it funny and that was it so now he is caught into buying people dinners. This was in Carstairs where people just expect cause I get two payments for £78 and they get £20 pound that I'm going to give them things like a take away they cant believe when you find it incredulous that they think you will do that even rapists, which is rampant in Carstairs they think they can get you to give them things like 2 litre bottles of juice.

I haven't taken a drug in 20 years after Carstairs got me off them and gave me a second chance at life that will be all I need and I wont need a 3rd chance.

Mad dog 20/20's missus is an example of people loving people like them 

 as they looked perfectly suited and I call her the cat when magic mushroom were legal and I got called shroom cause I took them all the time and there was this girl who would tell her she was a beautiful cat as me and 20/20 danced net to this girl the beautiful cat as she was not only blessed with stunning looks she had 9 lives as she was blessed and she didn't use up any now so I hope she lives forever and and rowdy to as he paired off with the other gal and both guys ended up marrying the girls so a match made in heaven.

There's a guy when I was in Carstairs who claimed everyone in there was in for paedophilia which I'm not and he told me things about a book he claimed would give me a hard on which I thought weird that he was telling people things like that but no one cared and I told him he should be careful what he said and he keeps trying to make it seem that he thinks I'm going to be in hospitals for the rest of my natural life and these people that say that are usually in for life they say and one said to me I would do 30 years and I said "how would you know" and he said "I know about these things" so I said I'll get to see you die then" and he dead I saw his dead body getting carried out on a stretcher. But I got out and no prison or hospital is able to hold me as when I move in I get it working for me as everyone gets a role and a fonze that backs up me and I make the system who has to move me on as I make it invaluable for me to go and work my magic elsewhere and I never forget people from my past like if I say things like Big Bill Paton get all the staff working for me not to go back in time to go to Carstairs and the doom room doesn't need me as I am in the orchard clinic and all the wranguns have to get doom room and ETC and the doom room don't need me but the opprobrious people do.,

There's this guy in Carstairs who keeps giving things a way and this guy called cooper said that the guy was grooming people as he was trying to create the belief that in these places it alright to rape guy as he would say it was okay and I said isn't the guy taking the stuff the one that's grooming the person that's giving cause I think a freeby is so good you can risk it to to get groomed as I try not to give any thing away and I don't believe that if I was weak and gave stuff away I would be grooming any anyone I think for that reason I don't give anything away especially as people want me to do it to annoy them and this cooper guy would say things like "I wouldn't kick you out of bed" and "its alright to rape guys" and He isn't gay but a mouths a mouth" as in a guys mouth and another classic quote is that he wasn't gay but he would have sex with a transsexual.

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My mother thinks I think she is an alkies as I take great pleasure from working out with her voice whether she has had 1 or 2 or 3 bottles of whisk or even her max of 4.

I had a dream that my mother thought that I thought my mother abused me and she wanted me to say that she never abused me as there was a guy that she married who the only good thing she gave us was two kids to her and a brother and sister who are great. and my mothers husband who she has been married to is a good guy and she and him are happily married and love each other still and he is how a stepfather should be as he is a really good man. And my mother I thought was worried I would make her look bad which I did when life went Pete tong as I am a person who it went bad for but which I bounced back as a person who created some sort of secret cult to change the world for the better but now its operating I have left the Clan and the Family which was two cults now one cult to protect women, men and children but which no longer needs me as my stepfather and mother keep it tiding over as I have joined the 8 tre Gangsters which has split in two and is for Chomose to get rid of chomose if they have stopped being Chomose and the 8 tre Gangsters I am in is about Free love, Free money, Free drugs from the doctor to save on prescription charges, You have to be a robot to be in it and if you are in it you get powers and you can be gods and witches, witch finders generals, psychics like my nieces and nephews and my mother, you can say you are warlocks and you get fresh milk. I have told people I give nothing away but this is not true as I give money to my family because I can afford it and I give money to a heap of charities that were on tv and come off my phone bill every month and what I say about my mother was that her husband was physical and I remember him being around for only a few months as my mother got rid of him as she still feels bad about him as I remember he was controlling of my mother and not a nice person by any standards.. The staff in prison and secure mental hospitals often get called Hells angels as they are like this and part of the gang but get jobs inside to help their cohorts who get banged up like in San Quentin to help the poeple in jail and secure units out.

There's a guy that seems to think I am going to be in a secure unit for life but I just laugh at him as he tells people in Carstairs he is safe as he gets his opprobrious thought out of his head by watching guys murdering women in films. I think he is like some sort of Schoeders cat as in an arse hole and alright at the same time and in Carstairs they would say "any word on getting out" so I say it to him as one minute he says he is never getting out and the next he claims he has been asked to go to low secure and he doesn't want to and one minute he claims he has murdered two people the next four unsolved murders and he boasts he has gone to Carstairs as he is questioned for the disappearance of Suzi Lampluegh

Where I was in Snaketown there was a a thing about me that UI was a guy who is well known not for criminal activities but for things like my Graffiti which got the front cover of the local press as Satanic Devil worship corrupting the young and create any one who wanted to be in a gang and also in Carstairs I had a replica gun found in the Caledonian canal and it was thickly covered in Silt but it was obviously a gun so decade it couldn't be told to whether it was real and I was in the press for trying to stab a copper stories I had written made it to the adverts and places I travelled to were in the media and I was on have you been framed tripping on a hurdle and getting up for a point as I was in the press loads for running.